In the middle of the gathering, my writhing heart tormented me so severely that the people who used to call my beloved a killer began calling me the killer instead.

Imagine a scene where your inner heartbreak erupts so violently in public that it startles everyone present. The lover's heart thrashes in such wild, unbearable agony that the onlookers are horrified by his self-destructive grief. In a poignant twist, the crowd—which had previously blamed the cruel beloved for breaking his heart—suddenly turns around to call the lover himself the 'killer' for destroying his own life with such relentless passion.